i have not been happy with myself lately. i feel like i've been such a burden to everyone. and i can't really seem to help it. i just thought i found good friends who love me for who i am, but i feel like i doubt that more and more everything. sorry for sounding like such a premenstrual teenager. i just feel like i don't have the words to fully express what i'm kinda going through. i'm sure i'm just blowing everything out of the water and proportion along with it. I WANT TO CHANGE MYSELF.
it's so hard. i feel like i've been writing down in stone and i feel like no matter how hard i try, i can't change that. i know only God can really change me. and I WANT TO CHANGE.
i feel like i've been on overdrive and the only time i have space in my mind and schedule to think is when i get back to the dorm at night and do homework. but then my mind is on other things even then. i think the most when i'm about to fall asleep and when i'm in the shower. but even then, my mind is thinking about what to do next or tomorrow or what i haven't done that i need to.
i just need to slow down. and take it one day at a time.
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