but everything looks perfect from far away.

here i am on the last morning of the last day of my junior year in high school. i feel so different, unlike the day after your birthday. i'm sure i've changed, but i'm sure i'm still all around the same. there's only so much a person can change anyways. i haven't blogged recently but that's due to the fact i feel like i don't have anything to say. i think i've kind of pushed away the fact that some of my friends are leaving. right now, i feel like i'm empty, unable to feel anything. and it's the last day of the most grueling year, and yet i am emotionless.