hi, junior year. you've been difficult. but i enjoyed having you around, not only hanging out and fun but engulfing me with discomfort that led to many revelations. you're the reason i am. you're the reason i am, today and forevermore. even though i stumbled upon many discoveries, i would never want to deal with you again. sometimes the bitter outweigh the sweet, and this is once of those instances. however, these discoveries have shaped and molded my thinking, my opinions, my morals, and my life. bye, junior year.
but you almost must remember i was born without the gene that can detect cheesy, sappy, corny, or even cliché things. :)
it seemed like this year, i was born to spite. born to make people feel guilty if they did something against me or if it seemed they just wanted to screw me over. and i kept that spite fire burning, hot as hell. and i would unleash it whenever i could. spewing fire dragon of spite - that's what i was. it doesn't help that i'm a person that doesn't forgive or forget. i have some stubborn vengeance. and unending vengeance that will not cease until i feel like they got what they deserve. and since i'm relentless, it's incessant.
this year was full of drawing lines. not in an artistic way, although it could be looked at like that. drawing lines of when to stop and when to say no. i kind of don't want to get into that right now.
as ambiguous this post is, i feel like i have done junior year some good.
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