for what you're worth.

so my new year's resolution is to just basically cut down on my gossip. i made this resolution with no idea how to carry it out and keep track of my progress, but it was just something i told myself i would do. so far, it hasn't been such a bad road. whenever i'd be engaged in gossip, there would be a nagging feeling at my heart to stop. so i usually tell the people i'm gossiping with that my new year's resolution was to stop gossiping. then i'm usually shot back with a "really, christine? that must be hard for you. considering it's you and all." umm what? i know exactly what they mean though. i have been known as gossip queen to many. people come to me and we trade something we heard through the grapevine. only God knows how twisted and skewed our versions of the latest secrets may be. and even a few people have told me i should work in those paparazzi magazines to dish the dirt on the stars. but anyways... i'm trying to stay away from that. i've got a good start, i think.

i didn't really feel this post. it's okay.