so it's definitely been a while. i think writing has become completely detached from my life. i'm not sure why though. those little spurts of inspiration cease to pop up at random times during the day. i feel disconnected from my writing, or basically who i used to be. i really don't have a problem with it though. i think that was a period in my life where that was what was best for me. and i've moved on, i think.
in several months, i'm due for a change of scenery. my first one, too. i've been in the same house on the same street for my whole life. the most i've ever had to 'move' was across the hall to my own room. so college should be a new experience for me, just because i'm going to be thrown into a completely new environment where i don't have former ties. it's a good way to just start over new. i'm pretty excited for this though. and scared.
i've narrowed it down to about two places: baylor or the CAP program. i've weighed the pros and cons of both and still have not come to a conclusion to my destination. i'm pretty sure i know what i want, but why do i hesitate to pursue it? i'm not quite sure. i feel like i've been idle in one place for too long, like a sitting duck. i'm ready for life to accelerate.
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College is going to be quite an experience, no matter where you go. But to make sure that it's a good one, you should definitely go where you WANT to go. Don't hesitate. Grab the opportunity and run like the wind (:
Good luck with your decision.
And with the rest of your senior year.
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