congratulations, class of 08.

we did it. :)


i think all of this hasn't completely hit me yet. i still think i have more time, but really, i actually have barely enough time to squeeze out time to hang out with my friends before we all part our ways. graduation could have been the last place and time where all of us were gathered in one proximity. we are literally going to different places. not one of us in our little group is going to the same place. utterly depressing. but exciting that we were a part of each other's lives at one point and helped them become who they are. gotta move on. but it's not time yet.

so i think i got one of the most blatant smack-in-the-face reality checks i've ever experienced on saturday night. it definitely made me look at things and myself in a different light. i found out i'm pretty idealistic, even though i try really hard to stay realistic in times like these. i think this idealism comes with being a girl, but i'm not going to blame my mindset simply on my gender. i thought i at least had a view of who i am and what i stand for. and now i'm kinda fuzzy on that subject now. and i wish i knew what's going to happen, but really, it's for the best. and i understand.
yeah, way to be ambiguous, christine. but hey. this is how i blog. deal.