family.

so my family came and visited this afternoon. i was kind of looking forward to it all week, but i was tired and wanting my usual sunday afternoon snooze. instead, i went out with my mom to shop which was typical routine at home. my brother and father stayed watching football on tv. it seemed like i was back home again, but somehow, we were just displaced. not 'home', but still together. i would take that over anything right now. to just be sitting at home on the fading but once leather couch, watching some crime show like 'without a trace' on tv with my dad and mom. with my brother and i at our respective computers. now that would bring me so much more than happiness. joy. i never knew i would miss simple evenings at home like that. i know it's not the typical american family eventful evening. but that's what i could really go for right now. like right now.

i miss yall so much.